In a 30 day period in 2009 my world fell apart: the dad to one of my sons was close to death by cancer, my partner and love of my life left me for a woman 15 years younger, my landlady quickly sold my home because she was skint and I was given notice on my employment contract.  I was broken.  I needed to get away to reboot.  I went to Thailand.  Here is the story, not completed, of that experience and learning.  It is honest, amateur writing however here's the first 10 chapters if you're interested. One day I will complete it if only to improve the style!